Ive been laying here for days repeatedly for hours with no end hoping. I watch each minute flicker by on your red digital clock and I stare at the wall with each passing set of headlights reflecting onto your wall praying. I wrap the sheets tight around my body to at least try and get the feeling of your body against mine. My toes search for your feet that are yet to be found under the covers. I miss your breath on my neck, your heart pounding on my back, and your finger tips gently caressing my hips and draging them up to my forearm where you intertwine your fingers with mine. My imagination wanders into the abyss only to realize I was day dreaming and the feeling vanishes between my five fingers on my left hand. I wait for the door slam and the locking sound only to hear the cold wind blow through the cracks in your window. Too many times have I fallen asleep alone and woken up with my arm reaching out to you and only finding an empty bed side with cold untouched sheets. I hope it changes soon like the season. I pray it will become warm in your bed again and the draft becomes your breath and the imagining of your fingertips becomes reality. If only you were here.
ever pass somebody that wears the same cologne as someone you miss and it feels like your heart was just rammed by a semi truck
reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
yay its back.
I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture…
and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L
… and like…
I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like?
So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something
this must be what tumblr looks like irl
wanna know what a cow looks like washed and blow dried?
that is what a cow looks like washed and blow dried